Wednesday, September 13, 2006
the days i wonder whats going on
i sat down & reflect back...
i remembered i once said,
"wake me up when september ends"
i am of no clear mind on whats going
on recently.
life for not only me,
but apply to everyone around me recently has been
so blurry and dull.
it just seems i can't find a way out of this darkness.
every morning,
having to wake up with this unbearable feeling that my life now
is in a state of mess & that i'm shruggling
for a space breather desperately really sucks!
i loathe seeing my friends going through
the tough times in their life
(i mean who doesn't)
& i was being told
"you have to realise that its not your responsibility
to fix everyone's prob k?"
TRUE INDEED!
i give and accept advise.
and when it comes to a deep & complex conversation
with a friend,
everything small little matter hits my mind and
i just find it so hard for me not to carry
all these weight on my shoulders.
call this my weak point.
me is very bad in balancing out my life at times
and it just comes to a say that i can't
handle perplex matter well when it all falls together.
anyhoos,
to all my dear friends who are going through shite,
hope ya'll can take things on a brighter
side alright?
apart from all these,
did i mention that i want to make a passing statement
which is generally not referring to anyone
in particular.
i really despise those we have this 'split personality' kind of thing
& are always so high egoistic!
don't you know you're just a BIG turn off?
COME'ON!
stop that angelic side of you already will you?
P R O B L E M is the word of the month.
period.
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